posted on July.20.2014 at 02:38am - 1 month ago

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Was it something to be embarrassed about for others to know it was me? Is that supposed to be me taking a hint that I wasn’t good enough? Because I’m at a party, surrounded by people, and you’d think, that I would be having a good time. And him ignoring me, makes me think, that’s how you felt…I’m not allowed to be associated with you? Because I don’t get it, what the fuck am I supposed to do?

posted on July.16.2014 at 09:53pm - 1 month ago

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posted on April.18.2014 at 02:25am - 4 months ago

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My ride home.

I miss going to PD-2, seeing you finish a trailer, you’d see me and know the night’s almost done.
I miss us walking down the hub, right beside me, like I am your pride.
I miss how we’d leave the building, tired, overworked, the rain starting, our footsteps paced, steady—completely disregarding the water washing us.
I miss sitting in the car with you, our day at work , we vented, the laughter, the anger.
I miss how you’d change the stations, trying to find a song, success or failure, we still have our voices, we could talk the entire trip through, and it not be enough time.
I miss you walking into Fred Meyer’s with me, how you walked next to me, you’d help me find something to eat, once, you bought me soup, because I had nothing,
I miss how, even though I live two blocks from the store, you’d still drive me up to the staircase leading to my apartment.
I miss you smiling, telling me goodnight, “I’ll see you tomorrow”.
I miss that despite it never being said aloud, a guarantee, there’s always this tomorrow.

Six months, half of a fucking year has passed, and I think I’m actually crazy.
I miss you.
I fucking miss you.

I wish I could be good enough.
Because I can’t figure out, why it still hurts, like this.

Could you just notice me? Remember that I still exist, remember that I can’t fucking not care for you, that I can’t fucking not love you?

posted on January.17.2014 at 04:30am - 7 months ago

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posted on January.16.2014 at 04:15am - 7 months ago

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posted on January.12.2014 at 02:03am - 7 months ago

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posted on January.12.2014 at 01:54am - 7 months ago

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"You’ll always be my girl"

I still believe you were made for me.
I miss you so terribly.

We both made our own decisions, neither of them being each other.

I didn’t think I could ever hurt like this, nor did I ever think you wouldn’t be there.

Here.

posted on January.12.2014 at 01:42am - 7 months ago

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posted on November.19.2013 at 10:18pm - 9 months ago

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Don’t you ever say, I just walked away. I will always want you…

I came in like a wrecking ball, I never hit so hard in love.

Why the fuck is it that I relate to a Miley Cyrus song.

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